Kat and I started dating last November. I can't believe it has been over a year! We started renting an amazing house with our friend Jacob, and we got a puppy. Life is great but I feel like I have dug myself into a rut. I have become lazy and unmotivated. I was definitely not ready to juggle a relationship, school, work, and a puppy. I have kind of just gotten into this routine and i have lost sight of a lot. Don't get me wrong I would not trade anything, I love it. I was just reading my past posts and i realized I have kind of just lost my drive. Life just kind of got harder and I didn't take it well. Laziness kicked in and I lost sight of my dreams and it wasn't until recently that I realized I was dragging other people down with me. So I dragged my but into gear and worked towards bettering myself, but that feeling didn't really kick in until I thought about why I left Concordia and came back to San Diego.
I left because I felt like I had taken a backup plan instead of what made me happy. I took the sure thing because it promised a steady future, but that is not what I wanted. I left because God was pulling me somewhere else. I wanted to be immersed in music and become a songwriter and Mira Costa may not have been the answer but it has given m the tools to get there. I got s caught up in everything else that I lost sight of why I am where I am, so I started to hate school and where my life was going. But soon my wonderful girlfriend was noticing everything and that is when it hit me and it all came tumbling down. So this new post is a mark of something new (and a reminder to myself if I ever want to read back on older posts).
So here is to reigniting my passion for music and songwriting.
Here is to a newfound relationship with a wonderful God.
Here is to a happiness that the Lord has blessed me with and a new found drive that he has given me.
And here is to a loving Girlfriend who always reminds me of these things and will support me on this journey :)
